When the holidays started, I thought: At last, a time just to relax and not think about school with its treacherous tests and everything else around it. But is it really that easy to relax and stop thinking about something that is on your mind for most of the year anyway?
For me so far, no!
I have been worrying about school so much since the holidays began! Thinking about the next year, how the guys could have changed, new teachers. But it isn't just "worry"; I also spend lots of time thinking about making a new, great appearance of myself. Every year I think I will go to school with a smile on my face, greeting and hugging others happily, asking them how their holidays were etc. But somehow, it has always gone wrong. It either being not let into the "circle"(group of students) or not being heard even when shouting my lungs out ( I just now think they don't want to hear what I want to say. That's fine. But when it comes to participation in class, my fellow mates scream and complain I'm to quiet. That sucks.). So especially last term, it was bad, because most of the time, I was sitting alone in front of the classroom, if it weren't occasionally for my few friends who needed me. But maybe it's just the way I am. Maybe I have to change my attitude and stop blaiming others and stop feeling sorry for myself. That'll be pretty tough. It is indeed very difficult to change. But I guess I'll just have to use my brain... I'll try. I've even marked what I have to change about myself in bold.
Freitag, 3. August 2012
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Übrigens: Fotografieren mit einer Spiegelreflex-Kamera ist echt super!!! Man kann so vieles dabei aufnehmen! Und vor allem wenn man die richtigen Linsen hat, dann ist es viel einfacher tolle Fotos zu machen :-)
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